Am I defensive or insecure?

I met up with my HS History teacher an hour ago. I was happy seeing him because despite his negative personality, he is a part of my HS life and he is more of a friend now than a teacher. Actually, he is the only HS teacher I am in touch with (through Facebook). Of [...]

What I want to achieve in life

Tama bang manliit ako dahil hindi mataas ang pangarap ko?!? Minsan iniisip ko nakakahiya rin na ang babaw ng pangarap ko. Na hindi man lang mataas tulad ng ibang kaedad ko o katulad ko ng propesyon. Nanliliit ako tuwing tinatanong ako tungkol sa trabaho ko. Hindi sa kinahihiya ko kung ano ang trabaho ko ngayon [...]

My temper problems

I have temper problems. There are days when I wake up really bad tempered already and I can’t help but be nasty to everyone at home. It could be your ordinary ‘got up on the wrong side of the bed’ stuff but mine’s nastier. I really lash out at everyone. I know I need to [...]

Making a decision

One of the things I realized very recently is that I should never make a decision out of pity. It’s just not right at all. The decision I come up with is most likely not a good one because there was no rational thinking done. It was spur of the moment, full of pity decision [...]

My own world

I grew up within two worlds… the natural world where all of us reside and my very own world. I am sure you have another world, too. In my world, I talk to myself. I daydream a lot. I have a lot of plans and there’s enough time to carry it all out. In my [...]

I feel older.

Do you feel younger or older than you really are? I actually feel older than my 33 years. I think growing up with mostly adults around you has a big effect on you. I like stuff that are mostly for older people. Old songs, tv shows, movies. I can also relate better with older people. [...]

Lack the willpower

I lack the willpower to stay away from temptations. I am honest enough to admit this. Not only do I lack the willpower, I also lack the discipline to stop myself from giving in to things I know are bad for me. Food. We need to eat to live but I eat way too much [...]

When I am annoyed with someone…

I can’t hide it. In fact, I can’t hide any kind of emotion because I am that type of person. Transparent. I just can’t control my face from showing what I feel. And not only that. I can’t also hide it that’s why when I am annoyed with someone, I say it out loud. Sometimes [...]

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