I ignored her tweet.
I ignored her tweet. Just like the way she snubbed me when she saw me at the mall with a friend. Why would I reply to her tweet, right? I no longer want to be blog-friends with her. That’s a thing of the past. She belongs to that period when I was hungry to replace [...]
Not outdoors-y
I have never been an outdoors type of person. I am a homebody. I go out to meet friends and relatives but only to lunches, dinners, coffees and to the mall. Other than that, well, there’s nothing. I don’t have a sport to play. I can play volleyball a little, I can dribble and shoot [...]
Uncontrollable facial expressions
When I am mad, you will know it. If I am happy, the whole world can see it. I can’t pretend to be fine if I feel so annoyed or irritated. That’s me. I think I was born this way. I remember when I was still a kid and there’s an occasion where I would [...]
Mood swings
I easily get annoyed, angry, irritated. I also easily become happy. People who know me will just ignore my mood swings. But if you don’t know me, you’d think I’m a little bit crazy. Or a whole lot crazy! Hehehe… I’ve always been like this. It’s actually worse when I was younger. These days, I [...]
No other choice but…
I have no other choice but to join the rat race again. With this new worry, I don’t think I can stop the inevitable from happening. Plus there are more issues in my head that will just be sorted out if I go back. I am worried I will end up paying a loan I [...]
He is good!
God is good. I don’t doubt that. I doubt the goodness of some people around me but never that. I do believe that there is a reason for every little thing that happens to us. Even the bad stroke of your pen can be a blessing in disguise. Who knows? You might be putting your [...]
Happy for her
I can’t imagine myself living all alone without any family or relatives that I can turn to. One of my friends has been living that way for a long time. I know it’s lonely and she just convinces herself that it’s what she wants, anyway. She is an only child but her mom would treat [...]
Uninspired today
I am uninspired to write today. I can’t think of anything to write actually except this disinterest to write at the moment. But I need to write. It’s my bread and butter for the past four years already. I am enjoying this work because writing for a living was a dream of mine. While balancing [...]
Something to look forward to
I am the type of person who gets so inspired when I have something to look forward to the next day, within the week or the the next week. Who won’t get inspired with that? Something to look forward to. Nothing grand for me. Just something even small and simple can inspire me. Going to [...]
Worried, heart breaking…
My mind has been going bonkers for the past two days. Mostly, I am worried. Worried about a sick love one. My heart couldn’t take seeing a love one suffering, especially someone who was a big part of my life. I just feel helpless seeing her lying on her bed and in great discomfort. I [...]
Lonely red bike
If I wish hard enough will the lonely red bike bring me to a place where I can experience the peace and quiet I need? Or it would just go in circles and bring me back from whence I came from? Life is like the lonely red bike. It is up to you to direct [...]
Heart broken
I realized that it feels like your heart is being broken when someone in the family goes against your wishes. It just felt that way to me. I was told that it was just, you know, a phase. It made me wonder if I was like that when I was his age. But I wasn’t [...]
Back pains due to stress
I experienced severe back pains a few days ago. I immediately attributed it to stress. I was stressed out! There were so many things that happened all at once that I knew right away it was the cause of my back pains. I won’t go into details anymore. But suffice it to say that my [...]
Hateful situation
Ako na lang lagi. I am the one always giving way. When you are stuck in a bad situation, you tend to analyze things and come up with the reality that you are always on the losing end. How come? Nagbago na kasi ako. Maybe that’s it. Maybe I always give in. And when I [...]
Move on!
You can spend minutes, hours, days or even months over-analyzing a situation, Trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened… or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on. I read this quote from a friend’s friend. I was laughing when I read it. Because it’s [...]
Can’t live without them
I’ve been realizing more and more lately that life will be hard for me without my family around. This thing is something that we take for granted. We have a family and a home. We just go through the motions of our day without appreciating the fact that not every one has someone to go [...]
Me and my siblings
I was asked… How many siblings do you have? I have five siblings: three sisters and two brothers. Two sisters came right after me, then my brother who died of leukemia, another sister and our youngest is a boy. The sister next to me is an accountant just like me. The next one is a [...]
In need of a break
I can get really lazy for days on end. I admit that. I have been totally lazy the past several weeks. I would go online to do tasks and updates. But only for a few hours unlike my usual of almost living in front of the computer already. I spent the hours in between either [...]
Can I rely on them?
Can you rely on your friends or family? On my friends, I can rely on them for moral support. They will be there for me when I need someone to cheer me up. That’s for sure. But financially, I don’t think so. You see, most of my friends are also breadwinners like me. I know [...]
Bespren May
Let me tell you about my friend May. She’s been a college classmate. I call her “bespren” but we’re not really that. We’re close but not like my closeness with my high school barkada. She’s a good friend though. I can even say better than the rest. During all the tough times, she was there. [...]
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