Worry wart me :-(
What makes you nervous? Not enough funds. No clear source of a big income. Not being able to provide for the family. These are the things that make me nervous. All the others I can easily handle but when it comes to being the provider, it really makes me nervous when I don’t have enough. [...]
Turn the lights on
There was a time in the past when I couldn’t sleep with the lights on. I would put a pillow on my face to block the light (if it’s still on) and turn on the side for easier breathing. If the lights were off, I’d sleep like a log. These days, though, I can’t sleep [...]
Worried again
Hay. When will this ever stop? I guess when I am six feet under ground, right? And who wants that? Sigh. Yes, you read the title right. I am worried again. Again! It’s a cycle, I tell you. It won’t stop and it won’t leave me alone. Something came up a few minutes ago. It [...]
Being down and out
I remember being down and out. I don’t forget those times because it is a reminder for me not to be in that same situation again. That’s my greatest fear, you know. Being back in those days I had nothing and no one to turn to. It was bleak and depressing. I had very few [...]
Stuck in regrets
One of my greatest fears is to grow old full of bitterness, regrets in life, and lonely. I try to be positive all the time but I am only human. I also succumb to the negative energy around me at times. I can only try as hard as I can but when I am deep [...]
Hateful situation
Ako na lang lagi. I am the one always giving way. When you are stuck in a bad situation, you tend to analyze things and come up with the reality that you are always on the losing end. How come? Nagbago na kasi ako. Maybe that’s it. Maybe I always give in. And when I [...]
No vacancy
The fear of most job hunters is to be told that there is no vacancy in the office. In fact, I was scared to be told, too. I was once out of a job for a couple of months. Two or three if I am not mistaken. It was scary, I tell you! The uncertainty, [...]
Worries
Ah, worries. It will never stop. It will never lessen. I think it grows over time. Don’t you think? If you cannot help worrying, remember that worrying cannot help you either. – Unknown I know. I was told time and again that worrying won’t help me. But when you are the eldest, the breadwinner of [...]
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