Feeling bad today

I am not feeling well right now. I think I might have been eating way too much these past few days. I am admittedly an overweight person. I have been struggling with my weight ever since I entered adolescence. And I have never been able to control my weight since then. Just this morning, I [...]

Sleepy again! :-(

This is bad. I know my sugar level is up again as I am sleepy all the time! I also feel lethargic and so darn uninspired to do the stuff I need to do. Even reading has become a chore for me. Uh-oh. It’s time to cut back on the sugar. I’ve been eating sweets [...]

Sick again! :(

I am worried about my health. I am sick again for the 4th time since 2011 began. Imagine that! I have a bad cough again. I am running a fever. Hay. I know my immune system is down. I don’t take vitamins because I gain more weight when I do. But this time around, regardless [...]

Tired mind and body

Tired. That’s how I’ve been for the past few weeks now. I know it’s the lack of energy which is the result of lack of exercise and other physical activities other than sitting in front of the computer and writing or surfing the net. It’s my fault and I am not blaming anybody else but [...]

Massive headaches

I get annoyed so easily. I get mad on trivial matters and silly things and then I get annoyed at myself for it. And you know what? Whenever I experience being annoyed, irritated, angry and all the negative emotions that can run in one’s mind and heart, I get these massive headaches that scare me [...]

Scare gone!

I had a scare a couple of days ago. I thought I might be seeing less because of it. I am very much afraid of going to any medical check-ups. I know I should be doing it but I’d rather not know. Plus, I don’t really trust doctors that much. Anyway, my gut told me [...]

Blood’s too sweet!

I am always sleepy! These past few days, I’ve been battling epic drowsiness and failing big time! If you know me, you’d know that I am often sleepy. But when there’s work, I am the most energized person this side of the planet. But lately I often find myself about to nod off. I am [...]

Unhealthy me

Whenever I’d get dizzy, I get scared. I am unhealthy. I keep telling myself to lose weight but my stubborn mind refuses to acknowledge the need. I totally eliminated soda in my life. I’ve been without it for exactly 8 months now. Hopefully it will stay that way. That’s less blood sugar for me. I [...]

Shortness of breath

I am feeling aches and pains whenever I get so tired and cranky. I can’t walk for long distances. There’s always shortness of breath that I have to deal with. Last Saturday, my friends and I crossed the street. We just came from a great dinner in one of our fave restaurants. While walking, I [...]

Sleepy me…

I believe my sugar level is high. After a long time of not feeling sluggish, I am now feeling sleepy all the time! For the past few days, I lack the energy to work. I often find myself planning things to do for the day and I end up doing so little. I just feel [...]

Balance in life

I need to find the balance in my life again. I can’t forever find myself going back from whence I came from. I cannot forever be in this cycle I once called life. I thought I managed to changed everything four years ago but I guess I haven’t really learned my lesson. Until yesterday, that [...]

Health issues

I get angry easily. I flare up with the slightest provocation. Not always but there are days when I do so. I don’t like being this way because I am really trying to stay positive all the time. I believe this flare up is caused by high blood pressure. I am overweight and haven’t been [...]

Sign of hypertension?

I was talking to my sister an hour or so ago. We were talking about the way we easily get angry over little things. We both concluded that it might be an early sign of hypertension. Our family have a history of hypertension. My dad’s parents as well as some of my dad’s siblings have [...]

Scared of getting sick

I fear I have diabetes. My grandma has it. Our family is known to have had cases of health problems even when the person is still young. So I won’t be surprised anymore if I am sick. With whatever it is, I don’t know. I don’t want to know because, obviously, I am scared. My [...]

Weak for the past few weeks

I feel so weak and out of it. This has been going on for the past few weeks now. Even before the holiday season kicked in. I had (and still has) cough and colds. I also feel dizzy most times but I attribute it to my poor eyesight. I am going to get new prescription [...]

Thanks!

Thank you. Sometimes, I don’t specifically say prayers except thanks. I know it’s enough for Him to know what I am talking about. I always pray for three things: safety, health and finances. This is for the whole family and every one that I love. And then the rest of my praying time is focused [...]

Bad eye

Lately, my left eye is slowing me down. I think it’s time for another eye check up. But I want to have it done by next month. This month I am saving up for my brother’s final tuition fee installment. I should have had lasik surgery when I had the money two years ago. I [...]

Tired and drowsy

You wouldn’t believe how sleepy I can get when I go out of the house. I can sleep for hours! Yesterday, after coming home from a jaunt to the mall, I slept for 3 hours. When I woke up, I was still so sleepy I just managed to check my emails and that’s it. I [...]