Being the parent
I hate being the parent! I think my hesitation to find someone to possibly spend the rest of my life with stems from the fact that I am already sick and tired of playing the parent to my siblings. I will always be the older sister but being the parent to them for so long… [...]
Hay moment…
How come people always assume the worse in you? Or in a given situation? Hay. This is one of those days that I am so frustrated. Inis hmp! Anyway…
If I could…
If you could take back something you did to someone, what would it be? Turn against bgl, ayl and lvm. They were good persons, most especially ayl. I actually didn’t turn against ayl but because I hated the person who took her place, it felt like she’s the one I turned against from. I remember [...]
Asking for a little help
A friend helps you when you are in need. Especially if that friend is someone you consider your best friend! I reached out to him to help me with a really big problem I currently have. Just simple information he couldn’t even give to me. And I already begged him to. I explained to him [...]
Crying lady
Lately, I’ve been finding myself crying more and more. Not in front of anybody, mind you, but when I am alone or while pretending to be working. I tell you, I cry over the silliest things! A tv ad, a dramatic scene from a soap I’m watching, over a poignant story about a celebrity, and [...]
Sorry, mama.
I feel extreme guilt when it comes to my grandma. I didn’t get to spend enough time with her the past three years. I was always at home in front of my computer or out with friends or my sisters. When I do get to visit, I stayed for less than an hour or if [...]
Regrets
Regrets. I have many of this. My biggest regret is letting bgl down. Back then, I look at him as the devil incarnate. Looking back, he was a good person, probably one of the best I’ve ever met, the second best boss I’ve ever had. He’s just an intense person. And I misinterpreted those times [...]
Angered easily
I get angry so easily these days. Sometimes, it borders on being violent. No, I don’t hit anybody but the urge to do so is overwhelming. And I raise my voice. I can’t help it. Afterwards, when I have spent myself, I would start feeling guilty. But then little things trigger my anger and it [...]
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