Crying inside
There are times when I want to cry but couldn’t because I don’t want them to know. All I could do is cry inside and just shoulder the burden of it all. I’ve been breadwinner of the family since I graduated from college. I sent my siblings to college and still do with the youngest. [...]
And your point is?!?
I keep wondering what’s the point of all of it. I mean what’s it for? Do you actually get satisfaction out of doing it? Do you like the fact that others are marveling at your work? Or are you just a person who constantly needs reassurance about how good you are? Are you just after [...]
Hearing things…
I hate hearing things about the people I know. Negative things. Rumors. Hearsay. Lies. And even sometimes, facts that will surely leave me disillusioned at best. My uncle’s wife to whom my siblings and I are close to has set up a make-shift store outside our backyard. They asked permission from my dad and he [...]
Pretend all you want!
One of the things that pisses me off is when someone pretends to be innocent or ignorant. I can see through these flimsy pathetic excuses! I had a co-worker who acted like this all the time we were working in the same department. Good thing I wasn’t her direct superior or we wouldn’t have ended [...]
A rant today
I just need to rant this out… I am fed up! Kung ayaw di wag! Echoserang palaka gusto niya siya na lang lagi ang bida. Naku po di ka nag-iisa! Someday soon you will realize what you’re losing. Yun lang naman gusto ko i-rant. Nakakainis lang kasi talaga lalo na kanina! Hmm…
Blatant abuse
I hate it when my kindness is being blatantly abused. Too many favors asked, ridiculous requests, unreasonable demands… Someone is demanding things I do for her. Post on her FB wall something (that I know will make her boyfriend who’s living abroad jealous). Search about a certain term related to football (because her boyfriend would [...]
So darn guilty!
I feel so darn guilty about wanting to get rid of someone in my life. Not get rid like kill the person but just for the person to get OUT of my life! I don’t need someone who will make me angry each and every time I see him. I don’t need someone who feels [...]
Aarghhhh!
The truth is… I’m scared! I am fucking scared of leaving my comfort zone. Just imagine, I get scared speaking in front of even just five persons I know. What more if I have to speak in front of a crowd or in front of people of foreign descent. I think I will pass out! [...]
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