I don’t know if you feel the same way but for me cleaning is cathartic. I don’t do it often so maybe it has that effect on me. I don’t know what came over me when I just felt like taking out the cabinet trays and scrubbing it clean. All of it! One tray after another, I took out the contents of each one and then I scrubbed it with detergent powder. I dried it under the sun and when it was dry, I put it back and organized the content of each.
When I finished doing it, I felt cleansed. Organized somehow. Like I did something concrete and decisive in my life that I should be proud of.