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My mind has been going bonkers for the past two days. Mostly, I am worried. Worried about a sick love one. My heart couldn’t take seeing a love one suffering, especially someone who was a big part of my life. I just feel helpless seeing her lying on her bed and in great discomfort. I want to hug her and tell her that it would soon be over but I can’t.
I feel so guilty standing beside her bed, strong. She looked so weak. She looked like she’s in pain but I couldn’t really tell. She’s gone stiff. She’s already breathing through her mouth. I don’t know for how long she’ll stay with us, but I am praying that the Lord take her in His arms and deliver her from her suffering.
She doesn’t deserve to suffer. She’s been good to a lot of people. She’s helped everyone around her.
My heart is breaking. It was a good thing that I was able to do something, albeit a small and temporary one. But it was something. I was not just standing beside her bed, helpless. It was something and I hope she knows it.
