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Comments offAko na lang lagi. I am the one always giving way. When you are stuck in a bad situation, you tend to analyze things and come up with the reality that you are always on the losing end. How come?
Nagbago na kasi ako. Maybe that’s it. Maybe I always give in. And when I am the one sinking, no one’s pulling me up. I hate that.
I was stuck worrying yesterday. I ended up asking. I hate asking! I really pity myself when I ask and then gets slammed back. I hate being back in that scenario. I promised myself I will never be in that same situation again but I think there will come a time that it will really happen. Maybe the more I avoid being in that situation, the more I am scared of it happening, the more I find myself being sucked in. So instead of avoiding it, I will find a way to remedy it before it happens again.
No more going out for me in a while. I will have to step up and see that one of my goals for this year really pushes through. It will save me from embarrassment in the future. And from finding myself in that hateful situation once again.
