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Comments offI experienced severe back pains a few days ago. I immediately attributed it to stress. I was stressed out! There were so many things that happened all at once that I knew right away it was the cause of my back pains.
I won’t go into details anymore. But suffice it to say that my brother had a lot to do with it. I truly hate how I always need to look out for him and then he doesn’t appreciate the fact that I am sacrificing so many things to do it. I have issues with him right now and we are barely speaking to each other. He already apologized for what happened but it got me thinking… he could do this to me now, he could do this to me again in the future.
I was just left wondering that now he’s dependent on me he can already go against my wishes, then what more when he already has his own job and can already live on his own?
I told my dad that as soon as he can already afford to rent out a place and already has a job, I will ask my brother to move out. I am not sure if I can do it but I think I would want to do it just so I won’t regret not doing it. He is almost like a son to me already but I don’t think he really respects me. Or anybody in the family.
I am stressed out again just recalling what happened.
Aargh!
