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Comments offI fear I have diabetes. My grandma has it. Our family is known to have had cases of health problems even when the person is still young. So I won’t be surprised anymore if I am sick. With whatever it is, I don’t know. I don’t want to know because, obviously, I am scared. My mom knew she was sick and the awareness made her sick even more. We all hated how my mom suffered from it.
I am afraid of knowing whatever is ailing me. I feel some aches and pains from time to time. I might be aggravating it because I am paranoid when it comes to my health. I am scared of getting sick. I don’t want to give my family a problem. Two people dying young in our family are enough. Our lives stopped when my brother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, leukemia. The same thing happened when my mom was told she had a rare kidney disease, amyloidosis.
My friend, who is sick with cancer right now, and I are both thinking that we would surely die young. We both don’t want it to happen, of course. We just have this feeling that it is inevitable.
