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Comments offWe are selling our house. We really want to transfer to a quiet neighborhood. So we, my siblings, my dad and I, decided to sell our house and use the proceeds to get another one elsewhere. The thing is, now that there’s a definite buyer already, the hesitation to move starts settling in.
I hate chaos. I know that when we move out of the house we’ve been in for the past 31 years (in my case anyway), chaos will reign. There’s just too many things that will change.
I just realized how scared I am of a drastic change in my life and the lives of my love ones. We are all used to the people around us. There are new neighbors we don’t know, and some old ones who grew up and became a nuisance to the neighborhood. They are the ones that we want to be away from. Including the noise and the fact that we can’t have visitors come over without explaining to them that, “No, the place is not a squatter’s area. It just looks like it.”
Maybe we need the change. I don’t know if I can really leave the house I was born and raised in. I don’t know if I will allow the sale to push through. I need change but I am still thinking about letting it happen this way.
