Impulsiveness

I hate being impulsive! But then I let my emotions rule me at times so I couldn’t help being impulsive. I just hate how angry I can be if riled or pissed off about something. Like this darn internet connection. I was so angry all the time about it. I tried my best ignoring it [...]

Two rings

Stefan wears a necklace with two rings around his neck. The rings are actually his and from a girl he once loved. The girl died and somehow, the ring is a reminder of his once true love’s existence. He wears it all the time. A promise that he will choose the girl he will spend [...]

Remembering the book…

I saw this lovely purple baby bedding at the department store a couple of days ago. Immediately, I was reminded of a scenario in a book I read before. A father was talking to the crib and bedding of his baby. The latter died with his mom on the road. I remember crying buckets of [...]

Estimates

I must admit, I am not one for budgeting. I may be an accountant by profession, but I am one of the most un-accountant in real life. I don’t like budgeting that much. I can estimate and I rely on that. Whereas other people who do their grocery shopping has a list and a budget [...]

Awe-inspiring

I love looking at great architecture. Churches, steel buildings, houses, and other eye-catching structures. There is just something awe-inspiring when you look at structures you cannot fathom how it was made. That is the reason why I love visiting different churches, especially the old ones. I love the grandeur and the feeling you get when [...]

Single is fierce!

I am single. Still is at the age of 30. I don’t mind. I am not in a hurry. I don’t care about the biological clock ticking like all my friends who are worrying about it. Most of my relatives would ask me about when I will get married and settle down whenever they see [...]

Never ceases

Worrying never ceases unless you yourself put a stop to it. That’s what I’m trying to tell myself whenever I worry about something. I remember this passage that a college friend has written down in almost every book and notebook she had…
If you worry, why pray?
If you pray, why worry?
Obviously, it is a reminder to [...]

Simple dream

I have a very simple dream in life… to travel and explore the world. I would like to be carrying a Rimowa with me going to the airport to catch a flight to Europe. I would love to go to London, Paris, Italy, Spain, Germany, Vienna… all of Europe if I can! I never really [...]

When it’s family…

Even if I am pissed with a relative, and there are days when I am, I still run errands for them. Or do favors they asked me to do. Like the other day, my aunt asked me to check out term life insurance rates online. Even when she just made me angry the previous day, [...]

Weepy, sleepy

I have been weepy and always sleepy for the past few days now. Damn hormonal imbalance! I know that this is the culprit. There was no reason for me to be weepy but a simple tv commercial can make me teary-eyed. When I realize that I am about to cry, I laugh out loud. Katawa [...]

Defense mechanism

When I feel depressed or worried or anxious, I eat a lot. It is my defense mechanism against the onslaught of emotions I will surely feel. The thing is, if I keep on doing this every time I get depressed or worried or anxious, my weight will triple in a few months’ time. I don’t [...]

Family fun week

Some families find it hard to get together. Simply because their lives are so busy with work and other activities outside of home. This is the situation with a relative of mine. They were having a hard time finding the best schedule for them to go on a vacation together. But now that they have [...]

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