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I was looking down while I was in church this evening. My mind was drifting. I am murmuring prayers randomly. I was looking down when I saw the cobwebs under the pew in front of me. It triggered something inside me. For some reason, the boredom and laziness I am feeling for the past few weeks now became clearer to me… it is actually dissatisfaction. About so many things.
I cannot really pinpoint what exactly it is. But one thing is for sure. I need to get away. Even for a weekend. Away from everything. Away from everyone. A retreat would have been ideal but I don’t know where to go or who to contact to get into one. Plus it would be costly. A getaway is what I need.
I will talk to a friend and arrange something with her.
I don’t know why the cobwebs did it. But it made me think about some things that I need to do.
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2 Responses to “Cobwebs under a pew”
January 5th, 2009 @ 3:59 am
I hope yo can find somewhere for your getaway. Some place to take off and ease your mind for awhile. Everybody needs some refreshing time alone or with somebody..
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January 7th, 2009 @ 8:14 am
Hmmm… that explains your absence?
Anyways, take your time to rest. We reach that point once in a while. We have to keep going though knowing that others need us. Actually, I am still in to the process of pushing myself harder knowing that I have a son to raise but still, I feel that I have not been doing my best yet. I am still relaxed on so many things. I want so many things to be done but sometimes, I just let them pass… I really do not know. Maybe I also need a get away.
Take care and be happy!