Do I?

Posted on November 26, 2008 | 3 Comments

Somebody once told me that my life is colorful and that he is envious of it. I wish that were true! If only he knows how boring it is at times. I am a lazy person and that is mainly the reason why I don’t have any adventures in life right now. I am the type of person who would rather stay at home, tinker with my blogs, read books, watch tv… you get my drift.

There was once a period in my life, so crazy about a guy that I wanted to impress him, that an outdoor-sy life sounded like it was for me. But I realized later on that I was just out to impress him and his friends. I was out to be someone who I was and will never be. Good thing I was out of that surreal life.

There are sporadic bursts of energy when I would drag one of my friends somewhere and I would be imagining myself being more active in life. Sporadic is the operative word there.

There are days when I’d ask myself if this is as far as I can be in life. But then I already know the answer to that. It’s not. I could be someone else. I could be the active person I want to be. We all could be someone if we have the determination to be who we want to be.

But do I want to?

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